[Head still bowed against Cass' shoulder, a series of little shivers give away the fact that he's laughing at his own joke, but when he tries to tip his head back to see Cassidy's reaction he manages to tip his whole body with it, legs going from under him again.]
Fuck.
[And even after that, he trusts Cassidy to catch him as he goes down flailing. But, whether or not he does, Freddie's returning to an old refrain:]
Just fuck her, you know? Fuck you. Everyone can just get fucked.
[No, he's not a killer. He's not a lot of things, but it's funny how responsibility gets warped. Too used to being let down, Freddie's always avoided letting down anyone else by never allowing them to believe he has anything to offer them. But he's fucking up on that lately, more and more. People are starting to forget who he is. He's starting to forget.]
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[Head still bowed against Cass' shoulder, a series of little shivers give away the fact that he's laughing at his own joke, but when he tries to tip his head back to see Cassidy's reaction he manages to tip his whole body with it, legs going from under him again.]
Fuck.
[And even after that, he trusts Cassidy to catch him as he goes down flailing. But, whether or not he does, Freddie's returning to an old refrain:]
Just fuck her, you know? Fuck you. Everyone can just get fucked.
[No, he's not a killer. He's not a lot of things, but it's funny how responsibility gets warped. Too used to being let down, Freddie's always avoided letting down anyone else by never allowing them to believe he has anything to offer them. But he's fucking up on that lately, more and more. People are starting to forget who he is. He's starting to forget.]
They can get fucked.