[ there's only so much restraint john can muster, being as he is a man of distinct weakness when it comes to sex. he can tease, certainly, but usually the desire to get on with it overcomes the desire to frustrate his partner. his teeth catch a little harder on cassidy's collar as he finds himself making a slightly strangled noise of desire at the feel of cassidy's arousal against his thigh, through so many terrible layers of clothes between them. for just the slightest second his hold on cassidy's hands loosens before he squeezes them again, dragging them up to shoulder height.
it should not be as astonishingly attractive to him, the idea of cassidy in his lap, with a knife pressed to his throat. he shouldn't feel his own cock twitch and harden, but it does, and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up a little. maybe he should stop, test the probability. the only problem is that he's worked himself up too much already; stopping now would be a travesty.
he almost gives into the temptation to kiss him, but stops himself at the last possible moment. his lips move against cassidy's when he speaks. ]
Don't make promises you can't keep, Captain.
[ in other words, put that thought away for another time, but hold onto it, please. there is a pause; he releases cassidy's hands at the very same moment that he crushes their mouths together, his stomach twisting almost painfully with sexual energy. his own hands, now free, cup cassidy's jaw immediately, a muffled groan passing between their mouths as he bucks his hips slightly against cassidy in a reverse of what he'd been doing to him. ]
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it should not be as astonishingly attractive to him, the idea of cassidy in his lap, with a knife pressed to his throat. he shouldn't feel his own cock twitch and harden, but it does, and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up a little. maybe he should stop, test the probability. the only problem is that he's worked himself up too much already; stopping now would be a travesty.
he almost gives into the temptation to kiss him, but stops himself at the last possible moment. his lips move against cassidy's when he speaks. ]
Don't make promises you can't keep, Captain.
[ in other words, put that thought away for another time, but hold onto it, please. there is a pause; he releases cassidy's hands at the very same moment that he crushes their mouths together, his stomach twisting almost painfully with sexual energy. his own hands, now free, cup cassidy's jaw immediately, a muffled groan passing between their mouths as he bucks his hips slightly against cassidy in a reverse of what he'd been doing to him. ]